STORM CLOUDS
Part 2
By Pat
As he parked his car and walked towards the
ambulance bay doors, Luka felt the heat and humidity of the day
wrap around him like a wet blanket. And its not even 7 a.m.
yet, he mused, hope the AC in the ER keeps
working. With the heat wave that had gripped the city, Luka
knew they could expect to be busy.
As he walked through the doors on his way to his locker, he
spotted some of his colleagues at the desk. Good morning
all! Hot enough? he questioned, giving them a smile as he
walked by, leaving at least four people staring after him in
surprise.
Who was that man? Chuny giggled,
Looked like Dr. Kovac, sounded like Dr. Kovac, Haleh
replied, but much too cheerful. A Kovac clone? she
joked.
After the laughter died down, Lydia commented, Wonder what
has brightened our good doctor's mood these days, do you suppose
he's.... she started to speculate when Malucci, who also
had been standing there, interrupted her....
Getting some? he chortled. What??? he
asked, as four women turned to glare at him. If looks could kill,
Dr. Dave would have dropped on the spot.
Dr. Malucci, Kerry Weaver addressed him in an icey
voice. Speculating about a colleague's personal life is not
only unbecoming, but extremely unprofessional. I would suggest
you keep such remarks to yourself.
Yes, Chief, sorry. he mumbled, picking up a chart and
disappearing. Dr. Dave knew when a strategic retreat was in
order!
Looking at the board, Kerry suggested they all get to work. As
the nurses dispersed, Kerry found herself wondering at the change
in her colleague, it seemed something, or someone, was drawing
him out of the depression that had been a part of his personality
from his first day at County. Kerry knew that everyone thought of
her as the frigid bitch of the ER, but the
compassionate Kerry was glad that Luka had found some happiness,
he certainly had earned it.
While stowing his gear and shrugging into his white lab coat,
Luka fervently prayed the day would prove to be a quiet one. He
didn't get much sleep last night, and now he really could use
some coffee. He was going to be tired today, but the cause was
well worth it. Jennifer had been in Canada for a week at a
competition, and last night was her first night home. They had
spent that night in his large bed, laughing, talking, making
love...it had been difficult to leave her still sleeping this
morning, her bright hair spread across his pillow. He had placed
a quick kiss on her lips, telling her to sleep; he'd see her
after his shift. He smiled again, recalling her sleepy response,
My place, feed horsies.
Waking slowly, Jennifer stretched lazily, wincing slightly as her
muscles protested; recalling how Luka had been very 'inventive'
during the night, manipulating her body into positions she didn't
think were humanly possible. Reaching over she grabbed his
pillow, hugging it to her. She enjoyed the lingering scent of his
aftershave. She had been overjoyed to see Luka waiting there at
the airport for her, surprising him by running and jumping into
his arms - surprise, hell, she'd almost knocked him off his feet!
But, god, she had missed him that week in Canada. The bed in the
hotel had been so empty, and the pillow on which she laid her
head wasn't the same as his broad, well-muscled chest, feeling
the rise and fall of his steady breathing, listening to the beat
of his heart, the feel of his arms around her.
Not only had she been lonely, the competition had not gone well
either. Riding, competing had always been her lifeline. Jennifer
had come to count on this to keep away the ghosts of the past,
the worries of the present; she could put everything else out of
her mind, concentrating only on the subtlety of the reins in her
hands and the movements of her horse. That's how she had won
those medals. But it wasn't working now. As she had walked the
coarse, instead of concentrating on counting strides between
jumps, she had found herself picturing Luka's face, hearing his
deep masculine voice, the touch of his hands. In fact, she had
almost taken a bad fall because she had miscalculated a jump.
Jennifer my girl, you will not make Sydney if you keep this
up! she chided herself as she tossed back the blankets,
trying to ignore the voice in her head that whispered, And
would that be so bad?
His shift had finally come to an end, and Luka was exhausted as
he finished up a few chart notes. He had handed off the board to
Mark Greene and now he could finally get out of here. It had been
an extremely busy day. This heat wave was taking its toll. His
mood darkened as he thought of the five elderly people who had
died from the heat, simply because they had no one who cared
enough to check on them. As Luka walked to his car he glanced at
the sky. He could see in the distance what looked like storm
clouds. Good, he thought, maybe it will rain and cool things
down! As he drove off he debated about just going home to his
apartment, which was much closer than Jennifer's house out in the
suburbs, but the aspect of spending the night in that empty
apartment, brooding on the past, was even worse than being tired.
Jennifer glanced out the window when she heard the car. As she
watched Luka getting out of the car she thought how totally worn
and haggard he looked, it was almost as if it was a struggle for
him to get out of the seat. Throwing open the door she hurried
towards him. Are you all right, luv? You look
terrible! Gathering her to him, I'm fine, Luka
replied, Just tired, thats all. Jennifer wrapped her
arm around his waist, Lets get you inside out of this heat,
then, she said, I've got a nice cold pitcher of
electric lemonade waiting in the frig! She was amused by
the confused look that crossed his face. What is
that? he asked. Giggling, Jennifer told him It's a
cold drink - lemonade kicked up with a splash of gin! Luka
smiled at her, a cold drink sounded very good! As they walked
towards the house, Jennifer kept her arm around him, I can't
catch him, she thought, but I can soften the fall when he lands
on me.
Once inside Jennifer steered Luka towards the sofa.
Here, she said gently pushing him down on to the
cushions, You stretch out and rest, I'll be right back with
our drinks. Returning from the kitchen, Jennifer handed
Luka a tall icey glass. She laughed at the way he looked at it
suspiciously. "Try it! she urged, as she sipped her
own drink. Taking a very tentative sip, Luka exclaimed,
This is good! Told ya so! she quipped,
laughing even more at the look he gave her!
Once she was sure he was comfortable, Jennifer settled herself on
the floor next to him. With his strict code of manners, Luka
couldn't stay on the sofa while she sat on the floor, and he
started to get up. Don't you move! Jennifer scolded.
I can't take the whole sofa while you sit on the
floor. Luka protested. You can, and you will.
she told him firmly, I'm right where I want to be! As
he gave in to her, and settled back down on the pillow she had
tucked behind him, Luka admitted to himself, he did rather enjoy
having someone taking care of him for a change. Are you
hungry? Jennifer inquired. He shook his head no; he was too tired
to eat. Ok, she replied, I'll fix us something
later. As they sat quietly talking about her day/his day,
Luka's fingers played with the curls that had escaped from her
ponytail, occasionally running his finger down her cheek. Between
his exhaustion and the alcohol, he could barely keep his eyes
open, I'm sorry, he murmured, I know I'm not
very good company tonight. Hush, she told him,
you just close your eyes and rest. Luka felt her lips
brush across his, but before he could respond, the badly needed
sleep finally overtook him.
Jennifer quietly rose and walked to the window. Looking out she
could see dark clouds gathering in the distance. A storm was
approaching. She hated storms. Walking to her CD player, she
picked out her favorite Clannad recording, and
started it playing very softly, she didn't want to wake Luka. As
she stood letting the music surround her, songs sung in the
Gaelic language of her homeland, she allowed the memories to fill
her mind - misty mornings, the emerald green hills, funny little
Connemara ponies, riding to the hounds on bold Irish
thoroughbreds. Beautiful memories, until the dark, painful ones
invaded, driving away the happy ones. Knowing they could quickly
overwhelm her, she had to focus her mind on something else.
Instinctively, she looked for Luka. She curled up in her favorite
chair so she could watch him. He looked so vulnerable in his
sleep, almost like a child again. Looking at him, Jennifer knew
at that moment, she loved him. Loved him more than anything else
in the whole world and with every fiber of her being. How could
this have happened? She had sworn never to allow anyone close to
her again. She could not survive another loss. 'Love 'em and
leave em,' as the saying went, was what she should have done, but
now it was too late. Luka had torn down the walls she had so
carefully built, and Jennifer knew he was now in her heart
forever. She sat unmoving in the dwindling light, as outside the
storm clouds gathered.
End Part 2